Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Went out for ratatouille yesterday, and shopping with my mum and Daphne. Bought jeans, couldn't find other stuff. Went home at 10plus. Remy and Linguini and Colette were haha. AND the stupid food critic in the end was hilarious. Hahaha like flashback damn funny.
And again I'm having depression: I seriously don't know if I'll get below 20 for anything because I'm so freaking stupid and I can't even get an A1 for my humanities, and Maths and Chem and English and how the hell am I going to get below 20??!!
And it hasn't gone away yet. I wonder if it's permanent?
And I was VERY EXTREMELY pissed with someone. Freaking idiot. FFFF. Annoying shit Insulting, interfering, blithering idiot.
And anyone who is going to see Abigail Chang or if you see this yourself, please tell her that I want my Twilight back asap and that I'm not happy that she's taking so long or even harbours the possibility that she can't find it. And I don't mean to be mean but as I said earlier I am feeling upset over something I pinpoint at this moment.
Why didn't I realise earlier?! And should I just quit thinking about it, cause even if I tell them, they wouldn't be able to do anything about it anyway, and it'll just make them feel guilty, or am I kidding myself in thinking that I'm being kind by not telling them so as not to let them feel guilty? Maybe I'm the bad guy here and it was all an innocent mistake and I'm just making a mountain out of a molehill. But then again, maybe I should relook my options regarding friends. Next year, it'll all be over and done with. Like Bella and Angela, except I don't think there'll be emailing.
Or why don't I just think I'm the stupid, wicked monster who causes hurt to everyone around her? Or am I just working at getting sympathy by typing this?! And making everybody
Forget it.
ƒrom Alice • 19:18
And again I'm having depression: I seriously don't know if I'll get below 20 for anything because I'm so freaking stupid and I can't even get an A1 for my humanities, and Maths and Chem and English and how the hell am I going to get below 20??!!
And it hasn't gone away yet. I wonder if it's permanent?
And I was VERY EXTREMELY pissed with someone. Freaking idiot. FFFF. Annoying shit Insulting, interfering, blithering idiot.
And anyone who is going to see Abigail Chang or if you see this yourself, please tell her that I want my Twilight back asap and that I'm not happy that she's taking so long or even harbours the possibility that she can't find it. And I don't mean to be mean but as I said earlier I am feeling upset over something I pinpoint at this moment.
Why didn't I realise earlier?! And should I just quit thinking about it, cause even if I tell them, they wouldn't be able to do anything about it anyway, and it'll just make them feel guilty, or am I kidding myself in thinking that I'm being kind by not telling them so as not to let them feel guilty? Maybe I'm the bad guy here and it was all an innocent mistake and I'm just making a mountain out of a molehill. But then again, maybe I should relook my options regarding friends. Next year, it'll all be over and done with. Like Bella and Angela, except I don't think there'll be emailing.
Or why don't I just think I'm the stupid, wicked monster who causes hurt to everyone around her? Or am I just working at getting sympathy by typing this?! And making everybody
Forget it.
